Sunday, March 7, 2021

They exist

He opened the door and smiled. I spoke to him oner the phone this morning and after a few hours, he opened the door to his house. I came with a lot of questions and uncertainty but he didn’t want anything in return. He explained with patience, honesty, and a smile. They do exist my mom keeps saying. And she is right. 

Saturday, March 6, 2021

Losing.

I learned how to get used to it. To losing. It's never easy. Paying without getting anything in return is frustrating. Getting out of track is heartbreaking. But I am learning. Tomorrow I will learn something else.

Friday, March 5, 2021

No regrets

Every time I make a big step forward, I get cold feet. Sometimes it feels like I haven’t even started yet, wondering if I can really pull it off. When I get those feelings, I know they are there for a reason. I know only time will tell but one thing I know for sure- No regrets.

Thursday, March 4, 2021

If you set your mind to it

Notes are my thing. I write notes. For everything. Yesterday I went through my old notes on my phone- and saw it. The progress, the overcoming, the forward motion despite all obstacles. Sometimes I feel like things are not moving the way I want- but no matter what, they move. If you set your mind to it. 

Wednesday, March 3, 2021

Just the way I like it

I have this big bag on my lap. It's the first step to something great. Now it is just a fabric with no shape, no function, no color. And that is where my mind starts working. You think. You cut. You sew, You do it all over again. One day it will be a well-designed bag. One that made me think. A lot. Just the way I like it.

Tuesday, March 2, 2021

Different eyes

When you think about success what do you think about it? Do you see it as something happening in the near future or do you feel it every day?. Sometimes I feel like I already made it. Because I am no longer who I used to be. I am looking at the world with different eyes. I am less scared, and even if I am, I know that is exactly where I need to be. 

Monday, March 1, 2021

No limits in dreaming

I am looking at it as if it was already mine. The perfect new store at the perfect street with the right amount of light at the perfect boutique building. I can barely effort to buy the fabrics they sell on those streets let alone rent my own clothing store. But there are no limits in dreaming. It's free and available for everyone. Being where I am today was also a dream one day.