A day to remember.

It’s going to be here by tomorrow. And I can’t restrain my enthusiasm. Will I be pleased? Will it be as I saw it in my dream? Will I tear up while checking every one of them? I am sitting in my car now, smiling. Dreaming about a good day tomorrow. A day to remember. 

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Birthdays

I will be celebrating my 35th birthday in a month and I couldn’t be more at peace. I used to be scared by birthdays, ask myself if I am pleased with what I have got and what is missing. I will not be doing it this year. I am happy every day. With the things I have and those that are missing. 

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Believe they care

All the ifs were here, inside my head this weekend. What if it turns out bad? What if I couldn't sell it?.  I want to trust them, but trust is a long term game. And I only just begun. I want to believe they care. That they put their mind into every piece, and high quality is their way of work. Don’t let the ifs get you distracted. Hope for great result, think positive. This is always better than the other option. 

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Be willing to pay it.

I know I will need to get help someday. I will need to trust someone else and welcome him into my world. There is no other choice. It's not a yes or no question. It is a necessity. I need to learn how to let go, in order to grow. I don’t have to, nothing is mandatory. But if you want to do it right, this is the price you have to pay. Be willing to pay it. 

 

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Different story

If you are in the fashion industry- you know it. It's a big building. You can see how this industry works just by looking at it. It's chaotic, messy, and fast Pace- just the way I like it. A year ago I was quiet, scared, and hesitant. I didn’t know what I was looking for, hoping someone will tell me. Today, it was a different story. I am different. And I couldn’t be more proud. 

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See you soon.

Where are you?. On my drives back home I think of you. Are you with your friends right now, wishing I was there with you. Are you having a good day hoping you had someone to share it with? I know you are out there, waiting for me. I am not sure where I will find you, but I know I will. See you soon.

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Complete opposites

You think you know what people think about you, but you don’t always get it right. "To the coolest nerd we have ever met". They wrote me a letter on a paper bag full of candies. And that was my favorite sentence. Not the "don’t forget about us when you will get rich" or "don't forget those you worked with days and nights". You can be both things, even if they are the complete opposites.

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