Thursday, April 8, 2021

Bet on yourself

Will you bet on yourself? Will you invest your money in your future self, knowing you haven’t even started. And if others do, what would it mean to you. Will you work even harder? set your bar even higher?. I know I will not disappoint myself. The question is can I carry the expectations of others?.


Tuesday, April 6, 2021

I saw it

As a young soldier, I used to imagine myself in a different role. I saw it before it happened. I even saw myself packing my things from the office. I had a big goal, big ambitions, and zero support. A year later, in my dream role, I visited my "old" office, exactly as I planned a year before. Now it happens again. In a different time, with a different dream, and a different me. Lucky me.  

Monday, April 5, 2021

Same act, diffrernt mindset

I used to get anxious before going to the fabric shop. They are like family to me, a 5-minute walk and yet that mission was always stressful to me. Yesterday on my way back home I thought it doesn’t feel the same anymore. It is the same act, but a different mindset.

Sunday, April 4, 2021

"Growth"

"Growth" was never a word on my vocabulary. Not now, when I haven’t even started. But then it hit and things have changed. The question is are you going to follow the system. Follow the method to get exposure, or follow your first plan. Moving step by step, letting your work lead and not the other way around. I don’t know what is the right answer but I do know- I am always willing to try something else. 

Saturday, April 3, 2021

Friendship

She called me to share some good news. Her good news. Not to ask for a favor or advice, but to share her happiness. I was so happy for both of us. Thinking how lucky I am to get that call. Remembring what friendship is all about.  

Friday, April 2, 2021

Hero

You are my hero. My hero from afar. The reason I thinking about others when parking my car. The reason I make a stranger a cap on office before I make my own. The reason I sing before I listen and write before I read. The reason I am saying it out loud- and smile. 

Thursday, April 1, 2021

No tears

I have learned to cry with no tears. When you tell me it's not going to work, that I shouldn’t even try- I will think about it. I would probably try to make myself laugh on my way back to the studio, to think about something else but it will hurt. Getting out of the bathroom I saw it, a top I made yesterday on the mannequin. And I smiled. Nothing is going to stop me.