Monday, June 7, 2021

They are out there

I was driving back to work thinking if I will ever be resilient. If it will ever stop hurting, hearing people saying I shouldn't do it. Focus on those who are next to you, those who reach out, who listen, who want to help. They are out there- And smile.

Sunday, June 6, 2021

Smiling

I am smiling. I am smiling because it's working. I am getting the attention I always wanted and it feels like I have been here before. Making my dreams a reality. Reminding myself my mood should not be defined by it nor my progress. Look at it as a compliment, enjoy it and carry on. You haven’t even started yet.

Saturday, June 5, 2021

My path

Every morning, when I wake up, I have that feeling. Like "who am I?" trying to do this alongside other titles like single, with an empty bank account. The surprising thing is that it fades away when I get up and by night I know- there is no other path for me than the one I am taking.

Friday, June 4, 2021

No questions asked

I started answering questions on that website because I felt I have something to contribute. I  didn’t know if someone will read it -but I kept doing it anyway. Day after day, drip after drip- More are more people started reading it. It didn’t happen overnight. It happened once I decided it will be a part of my daily routine. No questions asked. 

Thursday, June 3, 2021

"Does it really matter?"

You will never know if you made the right call. You will never know if it was luck who brought you there or something else. You can guess or ask yourself "does it really matter?". Focus on the next move and let go of what you have already decided.

Wednesday, June 2, 2021

My heart and soul

A dream in a bag. I am looking at it and smiling. Knowing nothing is going to stop me. If I made it this far, I can pull it off. I don’t know who is going to wear it, but I know I put my heart and soul into it.

Tuesday, June 1, 2021

Scars

I am sewing it all by myself. I know I shouldn’t. but I am. Forty manufactures and no one agreed to take that job. They all say it's too complicated. So I bought the machine and I am making them by myself. Now every scar I get makes me smile. Those are scars for dreams, scars of dedication, scars of determination.