Saturday, February 29, 2020

It's officially a business


Today is the day. My hobby is not only a hobby, it is officially a business and I am very proud of myself. Because no matter how scary it is and how hard it will be- I am on it. Even if no one believes in me but me- That is definitely enough.

It is O.K to not be O.K.


Today I am not O.K and that is O.K. It is O.K to not be O.K. But every time I feel that way, I promise myself tomorrow will be better. And most of the time it works. Something great happens.

Routine

I have a routine. I get up at 6:30 AM, I go to work, I pick up my brother from work on the way back, go to the gym and straight to bed by 23:00 PM. Every day, all week. When I go to bed, I am not cold, there is a door who keeps me safe, how precious is that. Sometimes I forget it.

Happiness


Happiness. I can be in the most beautiful spot, eating the most delicious meal, wear something that makes me feel good- but ruin the experience with thoughts running through my head. Hi lady. Slow down. No need to ruin the now for the later. We can never know what it turns out to be anyway.

Pure happiness


“ A moment of pure happiness a day is a lot”. I wrote that in one of my Pinterest pins, someone saved it and I choked up. Someone saved my thought and I loved it. Dear friend, I wish you a lot of pure happiness moments. Thank for investing your time in my page. Thank you for supporting my dream. Thank you.

Friday, February 28, 2020

How can I tell you without being rude?

We don’t need to kiss on a daily basis. This is what I needed to tell them a long time ago but I just couldn’t. They are nice! but seriously, do you kiss your coworker on a daily basis? You know, I saw you yesterday and I will probably see you again tomorrow. It is me, not you but how can I tell you without being rude?
No matter what you will think of me, I need to tell you because- I don’t like it. 

“A world of only good”

“A world of only good”. A former work colleague mentioned she always says that when she goes to bed. No overthinking, no energy invested- just good. I don’t know what I think about it- but I know I always remember it when I go to bed.