The sooner the better

Should I or shouldn’t I? Should I go back to the studio, to the gym I loved so much?. I don’t feel like signing any contracts, any long term commitment is not the right thing to do but what about all the success that comes with commitment? the fit body and the extra productive hours at work? I know there is more to it. I got used to working at home, less expenses and no traffic but It will not get easy with time. I just have to jump. The sooner the better.  

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Can’t we choose to care?

I saw her talking today and started crying. She is young, smart, and Heartbroken. She is talking about Injustice in a world we shouldn't be using this word anymore. How come we are still here?. Is it because of ignorance, it is because wars have to be in history pages? It is because it makes you feel better knowing you are better than others?. Can’t we live without compressing? There are so many things we don’t get to chose in life but what we can choose- can’t we choose better. can’t we choose kindness?. can’t we choose to care?

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It is the new Me

I can’t stay still. It is the new Me. No days off. No watching tv, no talking on the phone, no nothing. It is all about work now. That is my fun. I can take a day off, nothing will happen but I don’t want too. I feel excited when I get up, hoping this day will teach me something great, overcome some obstacles, make a desition. I just want to make sure I am doing one thing at a time. When I eat I should do just that. When I listen I should listen. Note to self.

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The future is there

Computers were never my thing. Not as a child and not as an adult. This romance began after school. I used to wonder how come people still make clothes with paper instead of working on a computer program. It is faster, smarter, save time and money- I only saw the benefits. For a whole month, I was struggling. Doing just that- trying. Now I know I was smart not giving up. The future is there. The time invested in learning was worth it. Hoping I will always listen to my inner voice even if I can barely hear it.

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“Social creatures”

It is not over but we are acting like it is. “The days after Coronavirus” they call it. After more than two months you were allowed to eat outside today. Not just a takeout, more like a full dinner out. It is not over yet, but you could see on the news people were out there. One of the interviewers said eating out is better than ordering in since “it’s fresher”. Maybe being out there brings back the focus on others than us (which is easier). Maybe because when we are outdoor we show our best self (as we love) otherwise how come we couldn’t get dressed this whole time in quarantine. No wonder why they call us “Social creatures”.

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Tears of happiness

I thought about brazil today. My favorite place in the world. The place that brought me tears of happiness. I was there on a trip with my friends when I was 26 years old. It was a trip of a lifetime. With not much you could see people are happy, satisfied with what they have got- Dancing like there is no tomorrow. If you were taking the bus, walking down the market or eating a fruit salad on the street you could feel it in the air- And it's amazing. I am thinking about you Brazil. Now more than ever. Hoping it will soon be over. 

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I wonder why

I wonder what it will be like in a year from now. I wonder if I'll be happy as I am today. I wonder if I'll still have hope. Deep down, I know I can do this. There are only a few brands doing laser-cut clothing and all of them are very different than mine, and I wonder why. I wonder if I am onto something or there is a catch. I haven't figured it out yet- but I am sure I will. Soon. 

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