That is the point

When I work I work. I don’t do anything else. That is why I love to start my day early. The streets are still empty and when I am drinking my coffee at work- it is very quiet. By the time everyone gets to work, I am eating my lunch. You wouldn’t see me having small talks in the kitchen or taking long breaks- but people are different. Everyone has their own routines, habits, and obsessions in life. That's the point. 

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Now there is no turning back

Every time there is a red line at this intersection I turn my head to the left. Facing the ocean. There were so many days I used to look and cry. Feeling confused. Those days are now over. Now I look at the ocean with eyes wide open, with endless hanger to learn, a great amount of pride, and self-confidence who keeps getting higher. Now there is no turning back. Thankful. 

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Not compromising

I am always “uncomfortable” to ask for a favor. I can spend a lot of time convincing myself I don’t need it even though I do. I am looking for the perfect fabrics, knowing there is no perfect. I can make a big purchase and regret it. Nothing will be perfect. Not anytime soon. Not until I will start selling. But this “uncomfortable” feeling has to stop. Not compromising now will have an impact later but knowing when to stop- is as important.

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Stubborn enough

I have learned how to listen carefully, to those quiet voices Inside my head. Those who keep saying “keep on going…you can do it”. While the other voices, the loud ones are laughing. They laugh at this plan, this schedule, this obsession. One day, I will appreciate the fact I was stubborn enough, making an effort to hear them. I am already thankful I do, otherwise I don’t think I was here right now.

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No matter what- I will be ok.

No matter how you will describe me, no matter what title you will give me, I will be here. Doing the same, but better. Because no matter how much money I have, how many failures I possess, how lonely it feels sometimes. No matter what- I will be ok.

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Not because I don’t know the answer...

There is no waiting. It is all on me. No approval needed, no emails waiting to be answered- just me, making all the decisions throughout the day. Even if sometimes it feels like I am waiting for something- an email, advice, or a sign- I am not. Not because I don’t know the answer- but because I am scared.

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This is a game for the long run

If it wasn’t hard, I don’t think I was here. When things are not challenging anymore, I am out -but this time it's different. It is not a role I can quit when it is not challenging anymore or a “dream” I have achieved. This is a game for the long run. Knowing you need to be patient, consistent, and focused- even if sometimes you "jump" with your imagination to the next adventure.  

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