Sometimes It feels like I am looking for more problems. Didn't find what you are looking for? say "yes" to what they have got- and move on. But not me, be sure I will make a million calls, make another test, ask another person. This is not a yes-no question. It is not like the parking ticket I got today, which made me go outside and measure if I crossed the line or not. There is no right answer to that- there is only a gut feeling- and it says “you can make it work”.
Monday, July 27, 2020
Sunday, July 26, 2020
Lucky me
she said “remember this conversation- You can do this”. After a rough weekend, I needed to hear it from someone else rather than myself. I am not sure how much money she is going to charge me- but she is the woman I want to work with. She is going to teach me, listen to my ideas, and together we can make my dreams a reality. That is the foundation I was looking for- and I found it.
Saturday, July 25, 2020
Where happiness comes from
If someone is watching me through the security camera, he will probably think I am crazy. Jumping from table to table, no brakes, 7 days a week. Smiling, staring at the mannequin, looking through the window- thinking. I don’t think I am crazy. I am happy. My head is constantly thinking for a better solution, better design, better decision- and I guess that is exactly where happiness comes from.
Friday, July 24, 2020
No one will tell me my worth
I couldn’t breathe yesterday night. I was so hurt by her words. Comparing me, tricking me, underestimating me without knowing me. I was mad. Not at her. At myself. How I got so restless by it. How I invested time and energy over another person's feelings and emotions. No matter who it is, no matter how smart and appreciated she is– no one will tell me my worth.
Thursday, July 23, 2020
Are you brave enough to be different?
Are you brave enough to be different? will you insist on the things you believe in- at all costs? Will you smile even though it’s been a tough day? Will you keep on going even if your body is in pain. Will you treat people with kindness and care even though they don’t treat you the same? I want to believe I am- but sometimes I fall. I just need to remember- I come first.
Wednesday, July 22, 2020
We can choose
I am on a mission. Walking around the city, looking for help. I haven’t found an answer yet, but you could tell who wants to help and who doesn't. Don’t you know by now it is worth being nice to your customer? Aren't they the ones who pay out your bills. After today, I promised myself, only nice people will get my money. Because if we can choose- who wants to work with people who aren't.
Tuesday, July 21, 2020
Wearing the student hat
I was there again today. The city that made my dream a reality. It is a “backstage” city. Simple, No attitude, less noise- and I love it. My walk is different, my anxiety levels are low- and I feel 100% myself. It is not only the people I knew or the experiences I have had here- I guess wearing the student hat made everything easier, and I still remember how it feels.
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