Wednesday, September 30, 2020

Perfect medicine

 I am trying not to cheat in my daily routine. I am not going physically to work but that is not a proper excuse. Even if I will be locked inside my room for a while- I will figure it out. Unfortunately, reality hits you in the face a few times a day. I hear the horror stories around the world, where the word “stop”, “years” “crisis” is everywhere- and if that is not overwhelming, I don’t know what is. Maybe it’s ok to live in a bubble for a while, and making progress sounds like a perfect medicine to me. 

Tuesday, September 29, 2020

Lucky us.

“The internet will be your mentor,” I told myself 6 months ago, stepping out from a bad meeting. I started learning from my idols who became my heroes from afar. Listening, reflecting, writing, implementing, and I can feel it- in my thoughts, my routine, my productivity. There is so much to learn in this world- and it's only a click away. Lucky us.  

Monday, September 28, 2020

kind heart

I am writing her a birthday card. No matter how many mind-blowing titles I will give her, she deserves so much more. There are no words to describe her. She is my baby sister, 14 years younger than me and a adore her. Her strong, focused character, her ambitious personality, and kind heart. I wish I could protect her forever, make her stay "small" and fearless, but life doesn’t work that way- I can just hope they will, because she really deserves it. 

Sunday, September 27, 2020

Fear

I became a computer freak, Who would have thought?. I have never been a computer fan, not at a young student nor as a high-tech company employee. I used to stick to what was expected of me- and that was it. Now, I am all about computers. Even writing this sentence makes me laugh. Things have changed, I have changed. I guess fear was a big part of it, but I have been working on it and you could tell.

Saturday, September 26, 2020

No question

When I know there are so many small, boring, technical tasks- I just can’t get myself to sit down at the table. While looking for excuses why I don't have to sit down, I know if not today, it's going to wait for me till tomorrow- so why not do it today? I set down and accomplished all of my tasks for today. Tomorrow I will have another story, hoping sitting down will not be a question. 

Friday, September 25, 2020

Expectations

“Keep in mind, have low expectations out of life" he said, and I can’t get it out of my mind. Dear friend, I will never have low expectations out of life or myself. LIFE now is beyond my wildest dreams- So I guess it is up to me. Make sure you look at the world through a student glasses. Always. 

Thursday, September 24, 2020

Don’t get infected.

“Breath, it’s the corona year" they say. What does it mean? I keep thinking. Does it mean you have an approval to slow down? A perfect excuse to postpone your progress? No matter how, no matter what, I will keep on pushing. No comparison or excuses are needed. We already know how it works in “excuses” land- Don’t get infected.