I’m in bed, looking at the ceiling, a bag of chips is on my belly and I can barely feel my legs. I don’t need a summary, nor a grocery list for next year. "Every day is a birthday" as my mom keeps saying. Every day of me pushing my limits, every day I fail but still keep on going, every day I keep the bad thoughts away and focus on those that really matter. Every single day.
Thursday, December 31, 2020
Wednesday, December 30, 2020
Now is the perfect time to start
I write about my life, I write about my journey. I answer questions about fashion, and I tweet sometimes, letting you know what I am thinking about. But now comes the hardest part. The one I run away from. The one I need to do the most. Remember, Now is the perfect time to start.
Tuesday, December 29, 2020
Your business- your call.
Even if you already know the answer- You can ask, you can listen. You don’t have to change your mind. You don’t need to get stress by someone saying his option. "Older and wiser" don’t always count. If you see it in your eyes, if you think you should pay for it- do it. Your business- your call.
Monday, December 28, 2020
Strive for satisfaction. Not perfection.
One shooting day, five hours, six looks. Will it be exactly how I saw it in my dreams. Will I get more looks than I expected. Will it happen without any last-minute changes. Probably not. Noting is perfect. Not in real life nor in a fancy studio. Strive for better. For very good. For satisfaction. Not perfection.
Sunday, December 27, 2020
Priceless
This is priceless. This is happiness. These are the moments that make you feel alive. I am looking at her talking, She’s telling us stories. When you hear her speak you can’t help but admire her. You feel lucky to have her as a family member. As a sister. A gift. The name I gave her since she was a little girl.
Saturday, December 26, 2020
"New" me
It was a surprise. A very good surprise and I was so emotional. Emotional to see them because sometimes I miss the old me, the teamwork, the human connection. "Will they remember you when you are gone?" I always wondered and I couldn't be happier. But there is no old me and “new” me- it’s time, experience, growth. It’s life.
Friday, December 25, 2020
The question is why do I even care?
"Why do you even care?" she asked me. And she is right. I shouldn’t care. They say good morning at 3:30 PM, they come to work but play around, they go out for long breaks and drink while working. I am not. When I am working, I am working. There is no right or wrong way. The question is why do I even care?.
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