Thursday, October 7, 2021

Stubborn

Being stubborn is not something new. This is just me wanting to do it all by myself, not relying on anyone else. It's a smart move but not always. Please ask yourself if you are not running away from the important stuff. Trying is always more relaxing than doing the work that truly matters. 

Wednesday, October 6, 2021

Being human

Physical pain. Unexpected. And you can’t think about anything except for wishing it to go away. The senesce “the show must go on” is real- But so is being human. 

Tuesday, October 5, 2021

Good side of life

It’s a FOMO of another kind. I am learning a new program, and all I can think about is the next one or the one I could learn instead. Be present. There will always be too many options to choose from. Choose, commit and be the best at it. You are already on the good side of life. 

Monday, October 4, 2021

Friends.

I sat there with a pencil in my hand. Trying to write down names of real friends. Unfortunately, the paper was pretty empty. It’s not supposed to be like that. We need it. We should have it. You can’t be inside your head all the time. 

Sunday, October 3, 2021

It's all on you.

There is no one to blame for those tears. No one to blame for those feelings either. It's all on you. No one owes you anything. Could they help you? Of course. Could it make your life easier? Probably. But we already know "fair" doesn't exist. Don't wait for anyone to get you out of it. Do it yourself. 

Saturday, October 2, 2021

That feeling is remarkable.

If you scroll down you could read how scared I was. Scared of putting myself out there. Making content for social media. Today I crossed half a million likes and I got emotional. Not because the numbers are high but because I kept my promise to myself. And that feeling is remarkable. 

Friday, October 1, 2021